What is intercourse without meaning? One that's forced with one's consent? Conflict in the heat of the moment. All you think of is the person you'd rather be with, but does that person want to be with you? I'm afraid to overstay my welcome. These waters have becoming unkind to me. Possibly because I expect disappointment on my birthday, but why does the day set aside for my self hang so low? You'd think I'd be more of a solitary person after consistent disappointment on your birthday. I've been in a bad rut for a long while and I need to drag myself out of it. Though pulling yourself up from the bootstrap is easier said than done. I feel trapped between a rock and a hard place, uncertain what's to come or how to get out.
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